Hoping

Time passes by day by day.
i notice that these days is hard too find the truly the "ONE" for us. But people says that when the time has come u will know that "THAT" person is for u. but still how should we know bout it? n how should we react on it? when will it happen? who is the person? what will happen?

plus there a word "HOPE" that most people use in term on believing on something might or will come in the future. but too me i dun think i trust in the word hope thats because the word hope is soo subjective n abstract. i do still believe in hope. but when it come too human need i dun think i hope for anything. such as friends, community & etc. but still hopeing is a very good thing to a person. From there, they will be a dream & mission that they want too archive...

But as for me. HOPE is a very big thing for me. and i am very concerned bout the word..
i also am tired to put hope on someone. because in the end i am the one will take the risk..like i like th to be his gf.. but in the end it is just worthless kos that person end up already have some else in their heart. i am getting tired of all this.. i know we should not think much about this but i feel very lonely..and i also want a friend that could be trust on.. i am tired of living on people rely on me...HOPING for me to take care all of it...