Time Fly

Hey everyone!

haha it seem that i havent update much on Blogger site kus im very much busy on stuff  mostly being lazy haha. anyway.. its 2012 and we are already on Feb wow time fly so fast eh. i dont know much what i wanna say. but all i wanted to write down is what i think im talking to myself . owh yeah im listening to Howl Moving Castle theme song. .... aaaaah is really soothing melody make me wanna dance with someone or be hug and just have the moment with someone but mostly ball dance perhaps i really wanna try doing some ball dance with someone. maybe someone that we are meant to be to fall in love ? lol -blushing-


Anyway, for the past few month its been really lonely and confusing month for me. its feel like im loosing my mind thinking to much  other then studying. and to tell the truth.. i dont know how to focus  on my studies anymore. im loosing track on my life and pretty much in a mess. i doubt that i have mental issue been trying to find the right people to express or to show me the way. but i cant find any particular person yet even my best friend. But one think for sure is im glad that me and my Bestie are doing well now and getting much more closer then ever. -smile- and now im learning to be more positive in life and take over mylife.. but i dont know if i can do it alone... even tho there a so called family but i cant really be connected to them tho.. -sigh-... i wish one day my head is clear so is my heart tho. INSYA ALLAH. but partly im trying to get more into my religion kus i been neglected



well now thats all from me... i'll write more soon when i feel like have a nice time everyone