Laugh yet i Cry

Days have passed..walking this path alone and be strong forever..

that all i can do now..but its heavy for me.. yet i have to endure the feeling..

i smile, i laugh, making silly stuff just to make myself happy..but deep down inside shall no one ever know it..kos no body can replace the warmth i've lost.. but yet i never blame anyone..

The tears i shed is for my Misses toward her..

The laughter i share show how proud i am to have her..

The happiest i have show how grateful i am to have her..

Thank you Allah for your bless ..Amin

DONE!!!

AAAHHHH is done is done!! do you know the feeling when u've done something and u really love it and u just wanna scream and tell the world?!!! YES that is the feeling i am having now >w<

lol ok is like this.. ive seen soo many digital drawing and illustration which make me envy how they done an amazing job with them.. and i am freaking jealous of it.. soo i made up my mind too learn it.. sooo i browse some youtube and WAL-LAH i found it.. so i tried on a newbies will every tried first XD is called tracing.. and is kinda hard when i use the mouse but here is my work :D

yup this is my 1st digital drawing :D

Is ugly i know i know but i kinda love it since is my !st attempt (omgsoh i feel fawking noob) owh pls free too drop a comment.. i need too develop my skils.. is a big help if u comment on it >w<

pls and thank you

Update.. owh Update

hmmmmm.... hmmmmm... hmmmmm... blaah blaah O wO

lol i am seriously dont know what too write down all i know i just wanna press this keyboard soo i can listen too the "tapping" sound of it.. and i dont know why i wanna do it. lol maybe just too release some stress and soo on.. lol.. hmm what to write down ... tap tap tap.....

Owh yes lately i am really into digital drawing.. or illustration.. aaah been wanting too do it.. and i find it hard too do it kos i am using a mouse! not a tablet..! owh well i don't really mind about it.. since is fun and i am getting addicted to it~~ OH MY GUCCI~~! *o* at last i can doo it ( well my tracing tho) is lame i know is lame well at least worth of trying dont you think? lol sooo here is my beginning sketches

lol i know its bad kos its still on process and i am still learning.. the 1st one should be the black and white and the 2nd one is the color... phew it really need hard work on this.. =3 either way i am reallu doing my best