Time passes by day by day.
i notice that these days is hard too find the truly the "ONE" for us. But people says that when the time has come u will know that "THAT" person is for u. but still how should we know bout it? n how should we react on it? when will it happen? who is the person? what will happen?
plus there a word "HOPE" that most people use in term on believing on something might or will come in the future. but too me i dun think i trust in the word hope thats because the word hope is soo subjective n abstract. i do still believe in hope. but when it come too human need i dun think i hope for anything. such as friends, community & etc. but still hopeing is a very good thing to a person. From there, they will be a dream & mission that they want too archive...
But as for me. HOPE is a very big thing for me. and i am very concerned bout the word..
i also am tired to put hope on someone. because in the end i am the one will take the risk..like i like th to be his gf.. but in the end it is just worthless kos that person end up already have some else in their heart. i am getting tired of all this.. i know we should not think much about this but i feel very lonely..and i also want a friend that could be trust on.. i am tired of living on people rely on me...HOPING for me to take care all of it...
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Friday, April 9, 2010
My lil family
this is me ^^ once upon time ago
this is me n my mom. long time agoHye there.
lol here i want to share with u bout me n my wonderful mother i ever had^^
her name is Zarina. she is all i have in my life. N here me her only child that she had. we've been together since i was a baby..no wait since i am in her womb XD. she took care of me really with full of attention n also need i've need. i dunno how to repay this wonderful women that AllAH S.W.T sent to me as my mother.
Now i am still studying n trying my best to make her happy. i wish i can do more but what can i say i am still at the start root to make my own castle. the only thing i can do now is i have to graduate n be a good person.. i know is hard to be a good person.. but still we have to try n do our best in this world. i love my mother very much i dunno what will become of me if i lost her.
OUR LIL FAMILY is a happy one. Hardship, Happiness ,Sadness, & many more we have been through. And i believe that every family gone through the same here. love yer parent n thank to ALLAH S.W.T that u have them..
lol here i want to share with u bout me n my wonderful mother i ever had^^
her name is Zarina. she is all i have in my life. N here me her only child that she had. we've been together since i was a baby..no wait since i am in her womb XD. she took care of me really with full of attention n also need i've need. i dunno how to repay this wonderful women that AllAH S.W.T sent to me as my mother.
Now i am still studying n trying my best to make her happy. i wish i can do more but what can i say i am still at the start root to make my own castle. the only thing i can do now is i have to graduate n be a good person.. i know is hard to be a good person.. but still we have to try n do our best in this world. i love my mother very much i dunno what will become of me if i lost her.
OUR LIL FAMILY is a happy one. Hardship, Happiness ,Sadness, & many more we have been through. And i believe that every family gone through the same here. love yer parent n thank to ALLAH S.W.T that u have them..
Thursday, April 8, 2010
AHHHH keletihan
aq sgt letih~~~
walaupun aq x wat pe sangat pun tp aq ttp letih... -.-
owh kejap kejap mana lah aq x letih kalu aq ada buat keja kat bilik gerakan tadi.. pastu ada lak meeting dgan seki mpp...penat2 ..jap lg kul 8.30 aq ada kelas drwing tmabahan lak adeeeeeh penat sgt nie... x thu lah aq ada mood nak melukis ke tidak nie..
owh lg satu aq bengang betul lah.. kalu ornag tu dah keja kat area kaunter pertanyaan tapi layan orang x semolek nyaa.. adeh kerek tul staff tu buat aq rasa nak tumbuk je sedut jee lemak2 dalam bdn dia tu... lgpun adeeh malu aq dibutnyee sbb si "DIA" ada pada waktu itu... sabar je lah...peranagi manusia sekrang nie mmg pelik pelik kan...=3=
x pe lah biarkan aje laah staff yg tidak bertanggung jwab gaaah aq penat+mengantuk+ stress
lgpun mggu nie mcm heavy sgt buat diriku..harap aq ada semangat untuk mengharungi hidup next week n samapi lah ujung tahun ni...penat betul....
walaupun aq x wat pe sangat pun tp aq ttp letih... -.-
owh kejap kejap mana lah aq x letih kalu aq ada buat keja kat bilik gerakan tadi.. pastu ada lak meeting dgan seki mpp...penat2 ..jap lg kul 8.30 aq ada kelas drwing tmabahan lak adeeeeeh penat sgt nie... x thu lah aq ada mood nak melukis ke tidak nie..
owh lg satu aq bengang betul lah.. kalu ornag tu dah keja kat area kaunter pertanyaan tapi layan orang x semolek nyaa.. adeh kerek tul staff tu buat aq rasa nak tumbuk je sedut jee lemak2 dalam bdn dia tu... lgpun adeeh malu aq dibutnyee sbb si "DIA" ada pada waktu itu... sabar je lah...peranagi manusia sekrang nie mmg pelik pelik kan...=3=
x pe lah biarkan aje laah staff yg tidak bertanggung jwab gaaah aq penat+mengantuk+ stress
lgpun mggu nie mcm heavy sgt buat diriku..harap aq ada semangat untuk mengharungi hidup next week n samapi lah ujung tahun ni...penat betul....
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
The Intro Of Aki
well i am new too the blog n today is 7 APRIL 2010 on 2:53 am i have create a a blog. LOL i didnt even think about having it but when i saw n look at my friends blog well seems fun though
well i think this is it for now..
i dunno what too put here unless i feel i will put something then i will pun it on l
OWH WAIT~~~!
well let me put a lil something bout me lol :-
- >> i am from MALAYSIA
- >> age gonne be 20 (this may)
- >> i am umm... a bit umm unreal at time but i am umm very friendly but at first i am a bit sarcastic
- >> well ehem i love neko's n anime stuff XD
- i love editing pictures n drawing as well taking some photo
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